11.13.09: Friday the Thriteenth! GOSH it’s a bad day, and it have to happened at the end of my day. BULLSHIT. Anyways..I’m mad because Thomas is ignoring me..or idk, he doesn’t reply his text! No matter if he’s busy or something he will still have at least ONE text back to me; that’s what he usually does! BUT NO, I’ve been waiting since 3:40! I hate being ignore…it’s just scare me esepecially when the one that are close to me ignore me. I mean wth! I never ignore him. URGH. This is stupid but I have to post it cause this is the only way I can waste my time and maybe will get a text/ call from him before I go to bed.
He’s probably doing soemthing with his friends right now. I heard he asked one of his friend about something coming over tonight. When I asked what they’re going to do…his answer was just MAKING ME EFFIN PISS inside. URGH… I HATE today. I just want at least ONE TEXT, what’s so hard about it?! You can just write one sentence to me…or something. Now I’m not sure about going tomorrow anymore; sometimes he’s so careless about my feeling..I show it sometimes but he doesn’t seems to see it or understand.
AYE this blog is soooo depressing. xD Appoligize, I just needed to vent and no one is here for me to vent to.