10.31.09: HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :D
Sigh. It’s foggy outside right now(: What a lovely day. I woke up this morning thinking deeply into the conversation last night. I don’t know it just hit me this morning ahaha. What happened yesterday worried me and at the same time made me sad, because I don’t know who pranked call him and saying that he’s stealing “their girl” blah blah. First he thought I pranked call him or have some friends to do that! I mean, why would he think that’s me doing it?! He should know much better! >< (I’m not really yelling btw, and plus I he appoligized so yeah). I just wanted to say how I feel. This is the second time he blamed something that’s big to me, on me! It just hurt but I still I forgive him. Then we talked about something else.
So lately, many people keep asking me if he’s my bf and stuff… it’s annoying people! Need to go mind your DAWN own bussiness. He and I are not together yet, he doesn’t want to i guess. so happy?! I asnwered the question. Anyways, things didn’t make me feel any better when I told him that..he said something like..” hmm what if we never going to be together…jk” -_____- I don’t take jokes like that. I got so mad that I cried last night when we’re on te phone…but he didn’t know cause I was trying to keep things normal. LOL …He also said age matters a little bit, and what does it means by that? I mean is it really? 2 years apart? IDK, I’m just totally out of it and moody this week; gets mad at almost anything. But then this just idk, it’s something that I have to think more into it and over. Little things can make my brain go crzyy and little things can make me cry.
